Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler.

Which hurts the most: Saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had? Have you ever had something weighing on your mind that you wish you could say to someone, but you just can't find the way to say it? It sits embedded in your brain day in and day out, passing through your mind like the steady rhythm of a pendulum swinging. One minute its on your mind, and the next it's gone only to return again momentarily to slowly torture you again. It's not that it's hard to speak, we all do that very easy. We spill thousands of words from our mouths daily, but as soon as it comes to speaking to a certain person about a certain thing its like your brain catches amnesia and forgets how to connect with your mouth. You know very well there is something you want to say but the fear of what will happen once you clear out the thoughts you have and turn them into words stops that simple task from ever happening. So while you sit there and fear the outcome you beat yourself into the ground with wonder, what would be the real outcome be if you were just to say what was on your mind? I guess they're right when they say things are easier said than done, too bad in this case it's easier thought than said. hmmmm..